Have you ever had a desire/ feel to just stare into space and do nothing for a period of time? This feeling is coming very strongly recently.
Maybe because I SHOULD be Busy these few weeks. I should be busy, I should have no time to rot. I should have no time to watch my weekly/daily dose of TW & HK shows. I should have no time to even....blog. I managed to find time eventually. Why? Its because I havent been really doing the correct things at the correct time.
Or maybe, I am used to not doing things. I am used not having so many deadlines to meet. I am used doing my things at my own pace. I am not used to having birthday party (in fact, other than my 1st birthday, I nvr had a big birthday after that) and gotta think of everything on my own.
Maybe, Its time for me to grow up... ...And not rely too much on others anymore...