Friday, June 30, 2006


Today is orientation day for the course im taking. Diploma for the Management Studies (DMSFT). Im in class A. Wanying in another class. SIAN AR!! We went into the lecture theatre, n more SIAN DIAO!! Haf to sit according to class, so..im sitting alone,with no1 sitting around mi. N the lecturer got this 'good' idea of asking pple to intro themselves to the pple sitting around them. Great...so, the other pple sit close to mi to intro themselves to mi. Ok..i got their names n i think i am not so suay to tio. BUT I WAS WRONG. THAT LECTURER CALLED MI AS THE RED COLOURED JACKET LADY N ASKED MI TO ANS . -_-"'

The whole orientation thingy is juz talks n talks. Luckily its not tt long. After the talk, we went to take the notes n timetable. Initially i tot we onli need to go to sch 4 3 to 4 days a week, n again, i was wrong. We need to attend to sch everyday(mon to sat) frm 9.30 to 12.30. No tutorials, onli lectures. Lidat how i go work? If no work, i will haf no money to go MC. Still thinking of a solution. N perhaps need to ask IRAS officers how to arrange it. If cannot go back n work, i realli duno how le.

Starting school next mon, a 3 hr lecture. OH DEAR!!How to survive a 3 hr lecture? In SR, an hr lecture i oso buay tahan le. 3 hrs, den no 1 to talk to. Sure zzzzz 1.

Made new frenz n met some unexpected frenz in the new course. Wanying intro mi her frenz. They r all very lively. Haha~As for the unexpected frenz, its Deorine n Marline. So surprised to see them there. We will be course mates in the future~ This course got alot of international students. I heard got indo, myamar, china. Y dun haf japan n taiwan de? Haiz..

Ok...first lecture is POA, Princlple of Accounts.3 hrs..Wish mi luck.

remembering the days... @ 8:56 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006


Went to take a look at a blog..the recently quite famous 1..bout 2 guys..think most of the pple will know. Ok...its some gay thing. To state my stand first, im not against..not antigay or wad. I juz feel weird. Tts all.

There r still a big proportion of pple still cannot accept homosexuality. They gif reasons like morals, spiritual, n nature thingy. But in the first place, its not happening to them, y shld they bother about other pple hu r so happily in love? This is wad i dun understand. They r oso human beings, it juz tt..they love the same gender..they didnt harm or hurt any1. Its juz the antigay so-called " against mother nature". Y cant pple juz leave them alone? Ok..pple may feel uncomfortable seeing 2 guys doin wad normal couples do..true..i will feel wierd. N so..wads the solution? Eliminate them? Counsel them? NO RITE? The easiest way is to....dun see la..since the sight makes u uncomfortable. People might sae..but still its wrong!! But hey..wad is wrong n correct? is there a clear line to everything? There is no clear black n white area..everything is in the grey area.

As for mi, truthfully, i dun haf a negative feeling towards it, but as i've said, i juz feel weird. N i cant xplain y. Perhaps some pple may haf the same feeling as mi. I accept lesbian more readily than gays. Maybe for the reason i've seen more gal-like-gal cases den guy-like-guy.


To think further, y is the homosexuality phenomeneon rising? Lose faiths in the opposite genders? Or pple now see the ugly side of the other sex? Or its juz pure genes thingy?
Anyway, since its a 'common' thing now, y dun pple juz put away their wadeva reasons they haf n try to accept them? They r juz like u n mi.


Lastly, to put everything clear, i dun condemn gay nor do i encourage. I juz accept it as it is. Juz accept it pple. Dun be narrow-minded.

In case u r wondering, im a straight gal. :)

remembering the days... @ 2:17 AM

Friday, June 02, 2006


Sch is starting soon..3rd Jul. Isnt it fast?N i got orientation on the 30th Jun. The onli thought tt came to mi is " wah!! so far~" Not at all excited..haha~ Still got wanying to pei mi..nothing to be scared of~~

Went out wif my mum n 2 monsters todae. We went to the book fair..its..nothing there..n so little pple. U know y? Cuz on the 6th level got some PC fair. Its so packed over there...the moment i stepped inside...i regreted. Cramp with pple..den alot alot of pple giving out flyers...zzzzz

The Book Fair..tts the quietest book fair i've ever been to. N majorioty of the books r chinese bks, but still...i cant find wad i wanna find..think if tml if im goin out...i haf to go to Kinokuniya to find some books. Y im so into books suddenly? pple hu know mi knew tt i dun actually read bks. Well, my sudden interest in books arise because i am often at hm n i got nothing to do...realli nothing at all. So the onli way to make mi less bored is to read sumthing. Wan go out oso no 1 to go out wif...isnt it sad? N moreover, im the sort tt cant be too free 4 too long, cuz i will occupy myslef by thinking alot of unneccessary things..like: frenz..myself...money..future...etc.. N the things i think of..its always not good...so it means tt i will..probe deeper into the things i shldnt think of. See!!! this is wad boredom can lead mi to...isnt it 'amazing'?

remembering the days... @ 10:46 PM