I've misplaced my lip balm. It might have dropped while I was eating, or while i was driving, or somewhere else. Im actually quite reliant on it. Feeling so uneasy now.
真的不能没有它。
Just like what Shenghui told me. In this era, almost everyone has an addiction that is worse than taking drugs. People get so dependent on it that if we cant touch it for one day, 会浑身不对劲。That thing is: Computer and Internet.
When we got nothing to do, we can stare blankly at the computer screen wondering what we can do, but in fact, we are just staring at it for the sake of staring at it.
I do that alot of times. Staring at the MSN list when Im bored. No, Im not goin to talk to anyone. I just stare because I got NOTHING better to do. No matter how bored I am, I still refuse to off the com and do other things. Switching off the com makes me feel empty somehow. So, I will just continue to stare and click n browse aimlessly. Like 开着也爽 tt kind of feeling~~
If my house interent is down, I will seriously feel lost, thinking of what else I can do.