Tuesday, September 12, 2006


TT MSN..GIF MI SO MUCH TROUBLE TODAE!!!!! CANT SIGN IN..DEN KEEP STATING TT ITS MY CONNECTION GOT PROBLEM...WAD THE...MING MING JIU SHI THE MSN GOT PROB LORZ. Until 11 plus den i managed to sign in..after cher gave mi the manual 'prescription'
to fix it.

Den i wonder, why do i want to sign into MSN so desperately? A form of reliance? Sercurity? Or juz a habit tt cant be kicked? Actually i oso dunno. Y ar? Its not tt i want to talk to pple desperately, n for ur information, no 1 talks to mi in msn. Unless got sumthing to discuss or wad. Except for Xuhao..he always come n talk cock to mi..n onli he come n talk cock to mi.The rest..erm..nope...or rarely. I oso wont go n talk to pple..unless i got things to ask or clarify.

However, i got over 150 contacts in my list..n i seriously think...more den 140 are juz 4 show. It juz to like..see...oo...i know hu r u...u oso know hu am i..n tts it. End of story.

SOOOO...wad do i still wanna log into MSN? To see hu is online n hu is not? Wads the purpose? I realli dunno..Maybe tt is to let mi see how distant i am wif the others. Or perhaps...the majority of them dun even know tt pessimistic mankind is actually mi. A fren tt they once knew..but was gradually forgotten...

remembering the days... @ 12:24 AM