First time on stage ALONE!!! OMG!! Scary man. Cuz MC got some charity thingy..den mi n celes go sing..tt maxi...nvr go in the end. Ya...charity..den i reach early..so i go there jalan jalan to see the place..OMG!! The stage is big la~~Scare the hell out of mi..So we wait...till 11.30 start...i was soooo freaky nervous...nvr in my whole life i stood on the stage ALONE to perform. Everytime got alot of pple pei mi. But juz now..its different...the big stage to mi n myself onli.
The thing start...the mc is the superhost tt shen yun ying( i think tt is her name). Den the 'S.H.E' go first. They sang superstar. Ok....den its...MY TURN~~~
Up i went...den i got to intro myself ma...wah piang eh...i like speak so fast n unclear la..too nervous liao..Ok...song start..den i keep looking at calvina..she cueing mi ma..den ask mi smile..haha~~den she ask mi walk about the stage...haha...i float 2 steps towards the right n go back to my original place. N N N...my hands....is shaking like mad...the mic sort of hit my mouth 2..i think. I tried to change to my right hand...its WORSE..shake more..den i change back to my left hand n grab that mic firmly..though its still shaking...but...better la..haha...not that obvious. Finally...sing finish liao..*clap clap*------phew...so qing song after that. But seriously speaking..i enjoy being on stage...IF...IF...my hands dun shake that much.
N after mi..is celes..guo ran...learn longer 1 is more stable..she intro the MC blah blah blah..den still got walk about the big stage..Quite stable lorz..haha~
After her...is the kids....another OMG..they like dun haf stage fright de lorz...so garang 1..n....they r sooooooo KAWAIII!!!! Esp that jerrod..haha~~super cute sia..n they attract a big crowd..haha~~kids ma..so cute..of cuz more pple will watch.
Den...other pple sing..den they realise its..underun..so..they got the kids back on stage again to talk n drag time. HAHA...again...more pple r there to watch.
After that...we went back to MC wif calvina..rot..den go eat at that..people park complex...met maxi after she finish bai bai-ing. Went back MC rot again...got so much time to rot lorz..I felt so slpy after that lunch..den nothing to do there. Sit on the sofa there n ROT n talk. Until 5 plus lidat..den...i go n 'sit-in' the klass. Den..6 plus lidat got tt PSS thingy...todae got soo mant pple lorz..like got 25 pple lidat..lucky we sit in front lorz...cuz got hair stylist frm Klearcut come ma..to like...gif comments or suggestions to how to make our hair 1 by 1. Those that chose to sit behind 1 suay lorz..hahaha~
That sylist...asked mi..on that day...make temporary curl..cuz i think he knew i like simple hairstyle...if not i wont go rebond..ya..curl..den put colour on my hair..i oso wanna put colour on my hair lorz..but..NO MONEY lorz..haiz...sad rite? Like everything oso need money den i dun haf..haiz..Need to buy clothes oso..i dun think i got clothes that r suitable to wear there lorz...n..n..need to take photo..hmm..
Ok..enough of pss thingy..Sch stuffs..results for CA come out liao...BC-B+..POM-B+..POA-A. So my BC...is confirm pass liao...its juz a matter of how well i pass. Haiz...i now super slack lorz...machiam nvr touch the books lidat..other pple like the smoker gang all like studying lorz..haha..i too slack liao. Tml la...den i will start studying...haha~
Tml...i oso got to go 4 an interview..at..changi dunno where...hope i get the job..so that i got money to buy n pay 4 my fees in MC.
remembering the days... @ 10:35 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
Its been sooo long since my hands got tired from copying!! Kinda shuang..but confusing too..cuz...its so different from what she taught us. So..being a GOOD student, i approached her to clarify my doubts. BUT..but but..she said..its the same...juz in front tt format different onli. -.-" Ming ming jiu very different ma..Haiz..n i didnt persue further. So...i juz study wad she let us copy lorz..since she sae its the same. After lecture, we ate in sch..cheap cheap...n den went to study.SEE!!!!We realli study...so many stationeries..books..notebook..but whr am i?TADAH!!! This proves that im realli studying. Hahaha~ Of cuz..im not that bo liao to study alone..Shu Lyn sitting opposite mi..lazy to take her pic la..haha~ But den realli lorz...BC nothing much to study 1..so i spent 1 hr plus to help Shu Lyn copy the thing we copied in klass...Cuz in klass she copy until like sai...so...im GOOD..to help her copy again. HAHAHA!!! So nice summore lorz..Mine is not even that nice. But suan le lorz...who ask mi todae pinch her till got bruise.. So..muz bu chang. Talking bout her blue-black..ITS NOT MY FAULT!!! Who ask her in the lift keep ka-jiao-ing mi..poke mi n pull my hand de hair..so..i juz..pinch her lorz...lightly onli...den..after a few mins...got tt orh-chei liao..hahaha~ After tt studying...go out wif maxi cher n celes. Go taka walk walk den eat eat..den walk to doby ghaut to play tou lan..i realli very lan lorz...the lan-est among them. Haiz.. Took bus home todae..den in the bus..i cant slp ma..so..i think alot of things like:
If there is 1 day when i go missing..besides the police n my family..who will actually go n look 4 mi?
Haha..y will i think of all these..hmm..long story la..wont write it here anyway. NO point telling oso.
Last last thing...IM SICK LORZ!!! cough n cough...throat itchy itchy 1..grrrrr..irritating...cant sing oso...all the notez like..nvm..cant find the word...its juz HORRIBLE!
remembering the days... @ 9:21 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Let's see wad i did for tis week.
Mon: Study in sch for the POA test, wif shu lyn..haikal n some other guys in a small lecture room. Lyn sae the guys keep talking..i didnt know..cuz im listening to my beloved IPOD nano.
Tues: Skipped BC lecture todae, cuz its presentation 1..go there oso rot...so intended to eat my mac breakfast...so long nvr eat liao...but....PIAN PIAN..tt stupid train/ track got prob..it took the train half an hr to go frm simei to tanah merah...so damn irritated la..there goes my breakfast...asked my dad to drive mi over..but directly to sch. Haiz...made Shu Lyn wait 4 so long...den in the end cant eat..sad. So we ate in sch..bo bian. After that got POA test..haha...easy la...but dun think i can get full marks. After tt, i sat outside Maxi de lecture hall n wait...n wait...n wait...4 3 hrs lidat...im getting better at waiting..i realised. Went..to eat n watch 'Click' wif maxi, cher n celest. Took bus hm..as usual...took mi 1.5 hrs to 2 hrs to reach hm. Its ok wif mi..cuz im slping on the bus.
Wed: Happy national day...spent the day at hm n use com. Nothing special.
Thurs: Eat in sch wif wanying n shu lyn den go hm. Global Air freight called mi. Asked mi a few qns...said if i am shortlisted..they will gif mi a call again. Hope they call..i seriously need money.
Fri: Went out wif sheng en. He treated mi pepperlunch..cuz he said he wanted to eat tt but i got no money...so he juz treat lorz..haha...walked around town..den to ps. walk up n down n wait 4 maxi to come. Goin to watch fireworks wif them. Saw Mdm Ainon!!!! She said i've shrunk..IM SO HAPPY TO HEAR TT LORZ!!! n about the fireworks..its nice~~~but got sumtihng block us...so cant get the full view. But still its beautiful.
Sat: Went sing k wif cher n maxi till 1130 lidat..was tired...cuz i got sch tt day n i didnt slp in the afternoon. But enjoyed myself. Where do i get the money to go n sing? haiz...borrowed frm pple...like so lan lidat..need to borrow money..
Sun: Which is today..goin to MC later...for the PSS training..die lorz..dun ahf 10 songs...how..u tell mi how? Den i oso dunno wad to wear...i dun haf superstar de yi fu!!!! Dun ask mi go buy..I DUN HAF MONEY CURRENTLY.
remembering the days... @ 12:44 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Last lesson in MC todae!!! i dun wan..i still wanna continue~~~but..no money is lidat de ma...haiz...sad..muz go n find money..n resume the klass again~ Saw derrick todae..haha...he looked at mi twice..cuz i waved to Mark twice todae..den gang hao...he is beside Mark..muahaha~~he is still shuai...even without his hair~ Todae got tt master klass thingy..its an intensive 6 lessons training for PSS audition. Inside the klass, i was soooo tensed up la..cuz i know need to go up n intro ourselves. N indeed..i was shaking on stage. Piang eh..xia si wo le la..with my standard go join superstar..confirm is 'malu-fied' 1 lorz..hope the remaining 5 lessons can make mi not so scared. Wore the heels todae...super pain la..now my little toes got blisters..pain lorz..got the urge to poke it..but..nvr la...i put plasters on it...bought plasters 4 it todae lorz...now my room got alot alot alot of plasters...any1 wan..juz tell mi..i will gif u all WILLINGLY~ think tt heels...wear 1 time muz rest 4 a long time b4 wearing it again.
remembering the days... @ 11:05 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
I meet 'new' people in school almost everyday. the 'new' as in...the people i know...but didnt know that they are oso in SIM..isnt it a pleasant surprise? Its like everywhere i go...i see familar faces~ I wonder how many people i know r in SIM..seems that there is ALOT..cuz juz SR alone..there is a HUGE gang liao. N i haven met all of them. I hope to see all of them..so fun~~ Had POM lecture todae...the lecture size is getting smaller n smaller each day..more pple r getting lazier n lazier..i dunno wad r they thinking...pay so much den dun come..they all muz be super rich kids or they think they sure can pass 1...li hai lorz.. Ate in school todae cuz need to wait 4 maxi..tt ban mian..ok la...but not salty enough. After we ate..got tt canteen smell linger on my hair my clothes n everywhr..its like so er xin lorz..EEEEEE Went to study wif shu lyn in the meantime..both of us were lethargic but we still got study la..tt poa...i like alot dunno lehz...onli know how to do GL, balance sheet n trial balance..that journal..i still dunno..muz go n study tt liao...if not...tues tt test..sure die. CANNOT!!! i cannot fail...i've failed for the past 2 yrs..zai fail xia qu...realli is no hope liao. After maxi end her lecture, we went to ps to meet the guys..we go there eat n play n eat again. The dinner wasnt filling at all lorz..i tihnk i shld eat some maggi mee now..but i scared fat. Anyway...went to play tou lan..haha~~todae got improve..bu cuo bu cuo~ went to find eat again after that~~haha...hungry ma...but in the end eat ice cream onli. OH YA~~ maxi go n buy clothes..haha~~i liked that top she bought..as in..she wear le..got yi dian dian xing gan~~wahahah~realli~~ got more n more nu ren wei le lorz...with tt permed hair..WOOH!!! very pretty...pretty~ Went home after that...wait 4 that bus wait till all the dust stick on my face...lucky the bus still got seats ar...sat there n slp...i tot i slpt quite long..but den when i became concious..the bus is still at expressway..think got a major jam...tts y i 11pm den reach home lorz...1.5 hrs on the bus lehz..so looooong!!! N now..im at home, im hungry..so..i am eating..a NON FAT yoghurt..MUAHAH~~its not fattening~
remembering the days... @ 11:22 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Every1..pls congratuate mi~~i finish my oral presentation todae~~YEAH!!! Its realli scary in the beginning. But as i speak...the fear lessen..by..abit~~ After we finish our presentation,haikal told mi that when i speak..im rather aggresive..muahaha~~ not aggresive they wont listen ma...at least when i speak...the lecture theatre is silent de wor~~ After we end the speech, the feeling is so wonderful lorz..i feel so..light~~no need to worry about group mates de performance, no need to get angry over their bo chup-ness. Jie tuo...its realli a jie tuo. I feel that actually being the first grp to present is good, cuz when the other grps r presenting, the audience get restless. As the 1st grp, we get more attention. Got 1 grp very 'zai', the grp is soooo disorganised lorz..1 member actually go n tell the teacher he is not ready n get a 0..wad the.. After sch..met julie to pass her my vcd..met yanli to pass her pencil case to her..met maxi...but she is later 4 klass..so cannot talk to her. See l...1st day of sch late...-_-'' Went to IRAS to return tt bloody big file n the card holder...when we go to the holding area...OMG lorz..all the nian qing ren gone~~the liveliness tt was once there gone too...its so quiet there...got middle age pple there working.. the 'thing' tt remain the same is the supervisors..haha~~i saw jasmine, juliana, wilson & hanisah. Got talk a little bit..den we went off~~cuz we were very very hungry. Ate fish & co...eat till very full...so juz now i didnt eat dinner...hoho~~can jian fei...not bad~ Quite tired..but now...at least no need to ao ye le~~cuz no BC proj to do le~~HAPPY~