Why izzit tt sumtimes its so difficult to speak out wad i wanna sae to a person? Why izzit that the thought will always flow inside mi furiously but it juz refuse to flow out of mi? Sometimes when i wanna talk bout a problem..i always hold my tongue. Its not tt i got nothing to sae..its juz tt i dunno how to put it across nicely n i dun wanna start an argument which is not good 4 both parties. The only way to let it out of my chest is to tell a 3rd party about how i feel. This is y sumtimes, they know more bout how i feel den whom i regard as the closest fren becuz often, my mood r affected by them.
For example: Trade between countries, if country A onli trade wif country B, n country B has economy problem, country A will be adversely affected. But if country A trade wif many countries B C D.. the effect on country A will not be as serious as the former.
I know using this example to portray wad i wanna sae maybe far fetched to some pple, but...the idea is sumwhr there. Do pple get it? Or its onli mi hu got tis kinda feeling?
Another issue..got once, magde ask mi y am i so 'shui he'. To mi..tis definition of 'shui he' is called not able to decide. I haf to sae tis..the reason i dun decide is..i dun wanna my decision to affect other pple. I rather follow their decisions becuz..at least..i didnt affect them wif wad i decide and if i dun stand to lose out badly, i dun see the reason y not.
Give another eg: If 2 pple wanna go out to shop, but both haf in mind whr they wanna go but do not wanna compromise on the location..its difficult to go out...dun u think so? The solution to this wil be 1st: Dun go out (which i think is rather dumb) 2nd: One haf to compromise or if better, both compromise. Wouldnt it be better?
But if onli 1 took the step back ALWAYS, tis will lead to another problem..1 will take it 4 granted.
Think the biggest problem of human is human itself.