Thursday, July 14, 2005
The first few days of the week, i was SICK..my definition of sick is a little bit of fever, cold, cough n sore throat coming together. Yupz..n i seldom get sick..maybe once or twice a yr ba~see...im healthy!!haha~but den when im sick..i didnt get an mc...n i was in sch everyday...no early leave, no sick bay, no go sch late...nono...everything no..i appear in sch on time n end the same time as my classmate end. N now... im fine~~mUaHaHa~so pple, pls do take care of urselves.
Today, i saw sumthing n is very xin tong bout it. Its bout my classmate. Todae den i realise tt she cut her hand wif penknife, got some old scars on right hand n some new scars on her left hand. When i saw it.. i was like..oh gosh..y she did it? n she said tt its becuz of she felt pain emotionally. The pain was unbearable 4 her, so she inflicted pain on herself physically. PLS dont do tis pple, frenz around u will feel the pain and ur family too, they will surely be heartbroken if they ever found out bout it. We muz learn to love ourself even u presume tt no 1 loves n care bout u.
Not onli it happen to my fren, after sch i went to mac to eat, n got 1 bunch of yuying gals..think onli 13 to 14 yrs old, they play wif penknife. One gal told the other gal :" cut here will not be pain." HELLO!!! wad the hell?? Is that wad u call frenz?frenz encourage u to cut urself n inflict pain on urself? n they like treat it as a game..wad is tis man~ n they dun think is pain n think its fun...wad r the youngster thinking bout? Is spore so damn sian n they got nothing to play but to cut their hands? Dont they know tt their parents will be sad if they learn bout tis..n wads so nice bout cutting ur own hand? Firstly, it will leave a scar on ur hand, it will be ugly n thirdly, i dun see the reason to cut ur hand 4 FUN n lastly, its PAIN lo.Ya....its pain..
So pple hu happen to read tis, i once AGAIN emphasize : LOVE URSELF.
remembering the days... @ 11:31 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Juz finish watching
Todae is the last day i will be performing in choir, the feeling is..hmm...quite special..a little special n a bit of she bu de. It will be the last time tt we will be performing as a group n we get together to sing n play together.. I will defintely miss those time..of cuz without tt bloody u-know-hu. As for todae's performance, not bad..a good full stop to our days in SR choir. At least it is better den yesterday's performance, which is a total flop..shant elaborate much on yesterday's performance.
Im very impressed by the modern dance performance, they r very COOL~ Got 1 part is yahui swing sammi...when i saw it, my jaw realli dropped n the onli word tt came into my head is WOW!! N also..got some parts r ting jun n liping are lifted up by the guy, their posture are so nice n elegant, till now..i still cant forget the way they dance. Haha..
Recently, i seemed to be very tired even though i sleep in the afternoon n dun sleep late at nite. Y arh? Go sch oso very tired..izzit becuz my body clock is always on sleeping mode??haha..wadeva la...life still goes on..even if u r tired or not..but still..i wont go running..like wad mrs lim sae...cuz i HATE running. Throw mi any sport games to play, juz dun make mi RUN.
remembering the days... @ 11:02 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
This is the first week of sch..2nd semester..3rd term. This week, not happy cuz of the bloody seating arrangement. The seating arrangement is like this..
The red 1 is the place where i sit..its a corner seat..den the seats to my left is where all my close frenz sit. Well...actually its nothing big..but den when i sit there rite..its realli as if im sitting alone lo...the fren sitting beside mi nvr tok to mi...she talked to the fren sitting on the other side. So when im sitting there..is like see my frenz talkin n discussing things n im down there with the wall...how will u feel if u were sitting at my place? Is like got neglected of maybe forgotten by my frenz.. n worse..im the kind of person when if u nvr talk to mi for some time..after some time, i will juz DONT TALK n withdraw myself n wont smile, which will make mi look very fierce. N because of the sitting arrangment, we had a little conflict between us. I dun wanna sit there, the feeling is realli quite terrible. But wad else can i do? Y do i always haf to give in? In fact, im realli quite tired of giving into pple. Though now i still sit there..im not happy..not at all..cuz i realli feel left out. Sae wadever u wan bout mi..sae mi stubborn, persistent. wadeva...i dun care, i juz dun like it.
But so wad if i dun like? Wad can i do? Sit at other place so that pple will know that im not happy? Continue to sit there n keep quiet throughout? Y muz i be the 1 compromising but others juz dun gif a damn about mi if im happy there notz? Frenz sitting at the same row keep asking mi y i so quiet...wad am i suppose to sae? Sae i dun wanna sit there cuz no 1 talk to mi? Or juz shake my head n sae nothing happen? WILL they compromise? WILL they? I dun think so. I think onli magde will..but no use lo. It is a simple situation but yet so complicated cuz it is not juz the arrangment that counts, it involves other matters..