Todae....is quite a special day....maybe not to mi...to ben...i think..cuz we went to 'ambush' him n suprise him wif a bdae cake and two presents at ps 7th level lift there..zixiang called him out to walk walk cuz ben sae he very sian tis few daes..n we made use of tis chance to suprise him..tis plan is thought by zixiang..and maybe wif joyce. So the suprise committee consist of joyce, christina, chun hong, magde, maxi n mi. After the suprise, we went to eat in pasta mania...ate quite alot..very full after the meal. Went to arcade to play...first..maxi n ben go play ddr. I was wondering..after a filling meal, they stil can dance ar?appendits(or wadeva) not pain mehz?i tried b4...n is quite pain la...maybe is my body ba...cant take it..we oso play crazy datona..haha..todae den i realise tt the start button is the turbo button..well...learn sumthing new todae..YEAH!!! Cuz maxi need to buy things 4 her performance, so we went off to shop 4 them...hmm..shop 4 duno how long den can find sumthing tt i dun label as 'aunty' stuffs. Den she went to get her clothes..not 4 performance, but 4 her carelessness..cuz she dirtied her white t-shirt while eating. She n magde sae 1 ebase top tt they like alot...well...is reali quite nice...but i see no point of buying it since they both got it. Anyway...after the shopping is done its like already 5 plus...i shld go home by tt time but den i didnt, cuz i didnt wan to go home alone..so go monstercue look 4 chun hong..played 1 game before goin back...took cab home...tis is when sumthing bad happen... My mum got very mad cuz she tot i will be home at 4 plus n she couldnt reach mi cuz my fone low batt. She made such a bloody big fuss which i think is nothing la..is not tt i DUN wanna go home k..is juz tt im abit late...summore wad can i do if i get home early?slp?n rot?y not juz let mi do sumthing happy? I juz DUN UNDERSTANd wad she wan la..y cant she let mi do sumthing tt i will ba happy?i oso not doin anything agains the law like smoking n stealing...i juz spend some time wif my frenz...is tt wrong? Sumtimes i realli feel tt im quite redundant at home..no 1 even care bout mi emotionally..so y bother where the hell im at? When i wanna go out...she always ask mi to pay 4 my own tuition fee since i got excess $$ to go out...summore she always sae wad the point of having tuition when im failing...HELLO!!I juz started the tuition k..y didnt she sae the same thing to my bro who failed his mid yr exam when he is onli in sec 3?wad is tt called?biased?or wad?or is money more importmant den mi? I know these thought may seemed extreme or maybe is not true at all...but i cant help but feeling these. There were some nights where my tears juz dropped unknowingly when i thought of all these tt happened...now den i know tt the wound inflicted by the family can nvr be healed...