todae..is realli a bad bad bad dae 4 mi..first...got choir in the morning...but den we onli discuss bout the proposal thingy..den after tt..i went to ttsh to visit my grandpa..he is in the ICU..but den when i go in..he is sleeping..haiz...n the nurse sae his condition is sumtimes stable n sumtimes not..tis is soo worrying..haiz...hope he will recover soon.. kkz..after tt..i went home..den at 8 plus..kelly tan call...n i kana scolded till quite jialat...haiz...think i realli haf to get use to this...wadeva~ tis is suppose to be holiday...n im suppose to be njoying it??y izzit tt im not?in fact..i rather go back to normal sch dae...at least i dun get all those crapz..haiz...den still need to write proposal...WTS lorz...i realli hate it..haiz..